I am a fool

Life always wanna teach me but me as an giant idiot, I never understand how necessary it is in life to know life. I always forgot what life teaches me and as a result this happen to me again and again.

So, this is a story of today, what just happened to me and I am upset about it like a looser. I know I must take the lessons from it and forget the past but you know what, It hurts. It hurts when someone fools you. When no one is your friend and only one friend as a foe try to ruin you. He always fool me. I don’t know that am I a duffer or innocent or nothing.

So today is the birthday of my toxic friend and he invited me for his birthday party, okay. And you know the twist part? The twist part is that he organize his party with my money and use his name for the party organizer. He ask me for 100 rupees. He said that all individuals will gonna pay 100 rupees and I treat you a Dhosa ( an Indian food ). Wow, cool huh? I hate it. I don’t know what I actually thought but I give all money that I have which is of course 100 rupees as a student I have. And yeah, he fools me. I am an idiot , why do I give him my money. I should say that I will pay my bills if it occurs. But I give him my money. Am I crying for that ?? Yeah, I am so sensitive. People use me, throw me in garbage. who cares, right? I hate myself. I know all these lines are the lines of an idiot, a looser. But I am crying inside and no one is here to listen me. No one. No one. No one. No one. No one. No one. No one. No one. No one. No one. No one. No one. No one. No one. No one. No one. No one. No one. No one. No one. No one. No one. No one. No one. No one. No one. No one. No one. No one. No one. No one. No one. No one. No one. No one. No one. No one. No one. No one. No one. No one. No one.